1. |
588 days
02:05
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I'm trying to find my way home
It you like me then say so
I'm a real boy
He's just on display mode
You seem super cool yet unattainable, I've been trying to figure out how to make you notice
I'm a real boy
We're on the same page
You're the real drug
She's just a gateway
I've been solo
588 days
Now I'm tired of these fake ass averages.
Half the price discount rack hats and shit
Half my life I've had this nasty itch
Half the time I act like it don't exist
In a lover boy
Without a soulmate
You're a stubborn girl
I see you in the hallways
The one game
That I won't play
Is jump rope over your perfect soul
chalk it up to the cold Alberta snow
or that My landlord likes to keep the furnace low
but id love to have a girl to hold
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2. |
if you want me
03:23
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We are more alike than I thought
Every moment with you is heaven
I like the joy that you got
And that you bless me with your presence
We don't need to live lavishly
We just need to laugh and breath
Is it too fast for me
To ask to meet your family?
Sometimes I get
Extra salty
Or Extra happy
But you can bet
If you want me
You can have me
Who would have thought I'd find you here?
My common sense is coming loose.
Let me make this nice and clear
I could easily fall in love with you.
I probably should have kept that to myself though
Cuz the one person not obsessed with her cellphone
Is probably
Out of my league
Thats one thing I know
I gotta see
If I could possibly
Have you as my own though
I'm staying sober for the time being
I mean I wanna to the right thing
But Is it worth even trying?
Maybe I guess I'm still deciding
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3. |
better judgement
02:28
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Even when I got better I did not get any better
I didn't wanna do it but I felt I had to let her.
I know I just left it lying there you didn't have to touch it.
"Well you know, I've got better things to do than pandor to your better judgement."
You remind me of the kid whod buy iPods with broken screens and fix the screen and sell those iPods back to the exact same teens.
I started getting confused about what I was even selling you.
I remind you of your dad cept for the fact that I don't yell at you.
I feined enthusiasm,
But the truth is that umm...
I just didn't want to lose you.
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4. |
the jeep
02:07
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These days I'm more stressed than I've ever been
And unless you let me de-stress ill begin
To slowly undo everything
And gradually deconstruct every win.
This is a far cry from how I imagined it
We're gonna leave in five minutes, I would grab your shit.
I finally got the Jeep running, we're about to leave.
On a trip to see something that I doubt you've seen.
I hope you find someone who you can find rest in.
I knew the implications and I love the attention.
Is that a request or is it just a question?
I knew the implications and I love the attention.
the game is close, fans on their feet
QB sneak cuz its fourth and three
You held my hand i held your knee
i wish you could just stay this close to me
but you left me alone on 82
Then you wept and said " look what he made me do"
Am I an evil man or just dazed and confused.
"I really hoped I'd never have to say this to you."
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5. |
1/2 a pill
02:31
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After all the afternoons of Adderall and acid and 'shrooms
We have to go, you have a snooze
I take the wheel, you can assume
That Ill at least tell half the truth
Perhaps the beast is After you
I know I still have to prove
That there is nothing left to lose
You only took half a pill
Up to your knees in daffodils
Amazing Grace how seen the sound
Till real life comes and beats you down.
There are a gross amount of ghosts in town
Just goes to show that most around
These parts arn't to concerned about
Your words, (that's how you learned to shout.)
Cast iron pans and Ferns abound
While we went walking circles round
A lake, until we turned around.
Drove south to sing the serpents sound
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6. |
audacity
02:11
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Used to be in your top 5
Now I'm in your bottom 2
What am I to do?
This city is to bright
I can hardly find
The comets that I've counted on to keep me living right.
When I want to feel defeat
That's when I go and read
Every single awful thing you ever wrote to me
You cannot believe
How shitty I'm being
"The audacity to say I shouldnt take this personally."
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7. |
43
02:25
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43 minutes on a bus
just for a 3 minute conversation
if this pill was really dangerous
do you think that i would go and take one."
you passed out behind the wheel
woke up, threw up and drove the rest of the way home
ive been having problems trying to heal.
focus, suit up, try n write a safe poem.
You are not a person I can trust
Driving round trying to find a taker
For what you got to offer it ain't much
quite as you leave so as not to wake her
a lot of fucking blame to go around
a lot of faulty wiring in the bedroom
after all of this guess what i found?
i kinda really wish i never met you
My mistress been in the 6 since 2016
And every single year she gets a little more mean
It's been six months since shes texted me
I wonder if she's still obsessed with me
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8. |
14 weeks
03:38
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Hold me dear
As I sleep
I know you're here
You're just not here for me
They're only tears
Once you set them free
Almost 30 years
Still no belief
I need to say
I hope you at least noticed me
I leave today
For 14 weeks
Sweet relief
Flows over me
It seems to be
The road is steep
By the time
That I return
Perhaps your mind
Will have altered
I hope you're well
I hope I stay
In a healthy
Mind state
The more I talk to you
The more I know it's true
You are all I want
And all I've got
Id give it up for you
But something new
Has caught you gaze
So what am I to do
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