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better judgement

by rawrwar

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1.
588 days 02:05
I'm trying to find my way home It you like me then say so I'm a real boy He's just on display mode You seem super cool yet unattainable, I've been trying to figure out how to make you notice I'm a real boy We're on the same page You're the real drug She's just a gateway I've been solo 588 days Now I'm tired of these fake ass averages. Half the price discount rack hats and shit Half my life I've had this nasty itch Half the time I act like it don't exist In a lover boy Without a soulmate You're a stubborn girl I see you in the hallways The one game That I won't play Is jump rope over your perfect soul chalk it up to the cold Alberta snow or that My landlord likes to keep the furnace low but id love to have a girl to hold
2.
We are more alike than I thought Every moment with you is heaven I like the joy that you got And that you bless me with your presence We don't need to live lavishly We just need to laugh and breath Is it too fast for me To ask to meet your family? Sometimes I get Extra salty Or Extra happy But you can bet If you want me You can have me Who would have thought I'd find you here? My common sense is coming loose. Let me make this nice and clear I could easily fall in love with you. I probably should have kept that to myself though Cuz the one person not obsessed with her cellphone Is probably Out of my league Thats one thing I know I gotta see If I could possibly Have you as my own though I'm staying sober for the time being I mean I wanna to the right thing But Is it worth even trying? Maybe I guess I'm still deciding
3.
Even when I got better I did not get any better I didn't wanna do it but I felt I had to let her. I know I just left it lying there you didn't have to touch it. "Well you know, I've got better things to do than pandor to your better judgement." You remind me of the kid whod buy iPods with broken screens and fix the screen and sell those iPods back to the exact same teens. I started getting confused about what I was even selling you. I remind you of your dad cept for the fact that I don't yell at you. I feined enthusiasm, But the truth is that umm... I just didn't want to lose you.
4.
the jeep 02:07
These days I'm more stressed than I've ever been And unless you let me de-stress ill begin To slowly undo everything And gradually deconstruct every win. This is a far cry from how I imagined it We're gonna leave in five minutes, I would grab your shit. I finally got the Jeep running, we're about to leave. On a trip to see something that I doubt you've seen. I hope you find someone who you can find rest in. I knew the implications and I love the attention. Is that a request or is it just a question? I knew the implications and I love the attention. the game is close, fans on their feet QB sneak cuz its fourth and three You held my hand i held your knee i wish you could just stay this close to me but you left me alone on 82 Then you wept and said " look what he made me do" Am I an evil man or just dazed and confused. "I really hoped I'd never have to say this to you."
5.
1/2 a pill 02:31
After all the afternoons of Adderall and acid and 'shrooms We have to go, you have a snooze I take the wheel, you can assume That Ill at least tell half the truth Perhaps the beast is After you I know I still have to prove That there is nothing left to lose You only took half a pill Up to your knees in daffodils Amazing Grace how seen the sound Till real life comes and beats you down. There are a gross amount of ghosts in town Just goes to show that most around These parts arn't to concerned about Your words, (that's how you learned to shout.) Cast iron pans and Ferns abound While we went walking circles round A lake, until we turned around. Drove south to sing the serpents sound
6.
audacity 02:11
Used to be in your top 5 Now I'm in your bottom 2 What am I to do? This city is to bright I can hardly find The comets that I've counted on to keep me living right. When I want to feel defeat That's when I go and read Every single awful thing you ever wrote to me You cannot believe How shitty I'm being "The audacity to say I shouldnt take this personally."
7.
43 02:25
43 minutes on a bus just for a 3 minute conversation if this pill was really dangerous do you think that i would go and take one." you passed out behind the wheel woke up, threw up and drove the rest of the way home ive been having problems trying to heal. focus, suit up, try n write a safe poem. You are not a person I can trust Driving round trying to find a taker For what you got to offer it ain't much quite as you leave so as not to wake her a lot of fucking blame to go around a lot of faulty wiring in the bedroom after all of this guess what i found? i kinda really wish i never met you My mistress been in the 6 since 2016 And every single year she gets a little more mean It's been six months since shes texted me I wonder if she's still obsessed with me
8.
14 weeks 03:38
Hold me dear As I sleep I know you're here You're just not here for me They're only tears Once you set them free Almost 30 years Still no belief I need to say I hope you at least noticed me I leave today For 14 weeks Sweet relief Flows over me It seems to be The road is steep By the time That I return Perhaps your mind Will have altered I hope you're well I hope I stay In a healthy Mind state The more I talk to you The more I know it's true You are all I want And all I've got Id give it up for you But something new Has caught you gaze So what am I to do

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released May 17, 2019

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