Make a mess

And Then just clean it up and

Try your best

To ascribe meaning to something,

While the rest

Encode their little secrets

I pretend

When I cursed you I didn't mean it.




Let's watch something Ive never seen.

Let's practice infidelity.

Change tactics, pass them on the right

Then crash into the traffic light.




Oh Congregate

With those who you think like you.

Go on a date

With the first one who says yes.

Yes you are late.

Late for the homecoming dance,

Dance till the day

Light breaks and you pass out,

On a couch

You cannot remember ever

Arriving at this house.

So you grab your shit and you

Get yourself out.

Out of the situation,

Without a doubt, you don't deserve an explanation.




Life lessons take a lifetime,

My senses are desensitized

I'm begging for a refund.

On all my years of wasted time.

The ghosts are in the garden.

Waiting for me to go get food.

I'm inside and I'm starving.

Knew there was never room for you.

Within this little heart of mine

I'm still dyin to try though

To stuff you deep inside my bones

But god he closed The window.

And the doors been locked for years,

The key is lost for good.

The locksmiths out of town.

And this is a fucked up neighbourhood.

So I'll retreat into my bunker where the demons they can't have me.

I'll stay silent think about when I had a tribe and family.

And I'll hope that angels guard me,

While the lunatics go out to play,

I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way.

Now you can have my hat and coat they have no value here to me.

I wonder though If you did know how incredibly dear to me.

You have always been.

Now I'm finished for the day.


I swear to you I never wanted it to ever go this way.

a little girl hovers over her newborn brother,
whispers to him, "tell me about God. What's he like? where's he from? I think I've almost forgot."

I swear to you I just need one more chance I just need one more shot.